Let me dive deep, deep, deep into you.
Into the very essence of your being.
Deeper than the common sense transcending natural existence and into the realm of pure fantasy.
Where the right brain creates, lives, evolve into a perfect union of wants and needs and what’s need to fulfill, to satisfy those untouchable desires.
Let me be that fantasy that invades your thoughts and stay always on
So, keep my words in your ear and its meaning in your heart.
I’ve come to fill the void, to keep you away from the edge, the edge of depression, edge of loneliness, edge of death, death.
I want to save you from the inside out.
So, I must dive deep, deep, deep into you to see the true image of my affection.
Not the delusion you pervade but that modest woman Ive come to adore, hiding in the body that defines what beauty really is.
You are beautiful in all thy ways.
So, I’ll dive deep, deep, deep into you.
Into the very essence of your being.
Deeper then common sense, transcending natural existence and into the realm of pure fantasy.
|me:||i want to hear your voice... what is this hold you have on me, that makes me not wanna be free...|
|her:||i have no idea.|
|me:||i'm infatuated with an ideal that has no name or definition; it hunts my dreams with images of you saving me; even in my own room their is no where safe from it blade; you cut me deep; i die daily to your love; you drives me crazy insane for you; baby you inspire me. even in your anger i love you; i just want you to know that my words are for you; all my life they were put in order for you; so you would read them and see yourself in them|
Looking at old pictures. I come across one of me Smiling, Happy, Carefree.
I wish I was still that guy, that clueless kid in those pictures with my rose colored glasses on.
When I look in the mirror now I see a Man.
No longer learning about the world but living it, feeling it, tasting its sweet flavor with that bitter, that antagonistic aftertaste.
I’m too young to know my mortality or be able to recognize the presents of Death.
To hear his voice in my ear but not yet understanding his language. (THANK GOD)
Forced to see the true nature of man. TOO SOON!!! To hold death in my hands.
To be hurt so bad that my tears form oceans.
Pain forms canyons in my heart deep enough to cause physical affliction.
But I don’t feel bad for myself. I feel bad for the rest of you. I understand my situation.
Its not all bad. She gives me hope.
Her smile… there are no words for that.
When she looks at me I feel like she really sees me.
The me I wish I could see.
Her voice is sweet.
It makes my day to see her, feel her, taste her lips.
Heaven on Earth.
|(Make you think)|
|Her:||As time pass and things change there are very few things dat remain da same...like da look in ur eyes when i walk by...or da smile on ur face when i say hi...the strenght of ur arms loving ur touch..the beat of ur heart when i tell u i love u so much.....these things are priceless n as long as the simple remain...i love u always so hey "why change"|
|Him:||Why change in life things change. They grow stronger or they wither and die. As one dies another is born. Even with me and you. My body may get old my sight my leave my heart may fail but the way you make me feel grows. it changes. From puppy love to effectuation to me not wanting to be without you. I can't help it I've changed. Nothing is the same.|
|Her:||But if u've changed it doest seem dat way to me..seems like u still n always will love me unconditionally..dats wat u said..wat ur face read..wen we laid together n became one..frm da light of the moon till da beams of the sun..my physical apperence change as will urs..but i will love u no matter wat..we gottaTravel thru doorz..of trials tribulations n a whole lot of lames..but as long as i got u i still ask "why change"|
|Him:||I remember that night. You gave me your body and I exposed my soul. I gave you my heart and you trusted me with yours. The light laid on you like I never could. Every curve highlighted. Every features exposed. Nose to nose we laid I lose myself in you. Our body's melted into eachother like wax under a flame. Never to be apart again. We changed.|
TO BE BLUNT I’M A MAN BROKEN.
LIFE BROKE ME DOWN.
PROBLEMS I THOUGH I WOULD NEVER HAVE I HAVE.
IMAGES OF THE LIFE I SHOULD HAVE HUNTS ME.
IMAGES OF THE FAMILY I SHOULD HAVE SHAME ME.
BUT WHEN YOU SEE ME I SMILE.
BUT INSIDE I’M A LITTLE BOY GROWING UP TO FAST.
THE THINGS I HAVE SEEN.
DONT OUT WEIGHT THE THINGS I’VE DONE.
LORD FORGIVE ME FOR BEING SO LOST IN MY PAIN.
FOR GIVING IN TO THE HURT.
FOR LETTING LOVE DEFINE WHO I WAS AND AM.
BUT EVERYDAY I FEEL ALITTLE MORE FREE.
I’M UNDERSTANDING WHO I AM.
A BOY GROWING INTO A MAN.
|HIM:||Its getting late and eye s are getting low. If this its happening let it be now. Let the passion grow.|
|HER:||Not promised another morning to be by your side.. I wanna be the first thing you see when you open your eyes..love strong..souls combined..heart full...a eased mind|
|HIM:||Even in these troubled time. Your smile is my savior. We escape from pandora box into the kama sutra. Our minds are one. our souls unified. our bodies reborn. We are created from each other passion.|
|HER:||Passion so strong nothing can break..intertwined in each others thought we are LOVE..THE TRUE DEFINITION..its amazing n pure..life without u wud mean me lost..never to be found|
|HIM:||That's why we hold on so tight. If I lose you I lose myself. Everything I am is enhanced by your love. Everything I will be is guided by your infatuation with my happiness. I thank you for dedication.|
|HER:||Our love for one another is intoxicating..an addiction of the heart..a drug we can't shake..I've over dosed on u n I can't help it..I will never stray from da love dat we have|